Leo, you busy busy man. Do you ever stay put?! Enjoy London. Hope to see you sometime again

mstemptation:

let me sit on your knee…

tanyadanya:

love-and-anxiety:

Need

DREAM bathroom <3<3<3

d’aww… so sweet =)

since I’ve blogged, or journal-ed or did any type of documentation of life… my life. Life has been crazy at the minimal.

6 months ago I blogged about how I might move to NJ, alone, knowing no one, starting a new life as a full time nanny for an Indian family in a pristine community that I met only momentarily.

Early 4 months ago I blogged about how I wasn’t sure if I was happy with where I was in life, still considering moving, unsure about just about everything.

Later 4 months ago I found out I was pregnant.

I’m 6 months pregnant, living along with the man I started dating 9 months ago, preparing for a baby living like a married couple practically.

Don’t get me wrong, things are great and I’m very much so in love with him and am very excited for the baby but so very scared and nervous. Freaked out.

I kinda miss being able to make decisions on my own or doing whatever whenever i’d like to.

*Sigh* I’m happy but confused. This pregnancy has brought me on an emotional roller coaster. I’m up, im down. I’m never quite normal despite how hard I try.

Desperately.

Is this it? Is this where my life is suppose to be? Are these my defining moments? Will I enjoy life like this years to come?